It?s really lame to say, but I never thought I?d be the bride that hit the metaphorical planning wall. I?ve loved all things wedding for years. I?m the over-excited bride?s dream because I actually would like to hear how your planning is going, even the NBD stuff.

Image via QuickMeme / ?Yes, you are so right. Choosing between modern and old garden roses IS a huge problem!?
But alas, here I am. The thought of making one more decision about our wedding day makes me want to crawl into bed with a bottle of wine and not emerge until this whole thing is over.

Sailor Moon totally has wine under there. / GIF via Giphy
And I keep asking myself how I even got here" It?s like while I was sleeping some sort of happiness-sucking gnomes snuck in and and took all the excitement away. One contributing factor is I?ve felt like garbage for three weeks due to an illness that won?t get the heck out of my system. Another is that watching the money drain from my bank account is pretty taxing. In part, it?s because I?m realizing how little time I have left in NYC. It always seemed like there was nothing but opportunities for brunches, Broadway shows, and finally getting that cronut or Black Tap milkshake. But looking at my calendar, I literally have one free weekend between now and when I move in a few months. Before this bump in the road, I was  having a ton of fun planning the small details like escort cards and table numbers. At this moment, though, the only thing I can think of is ?I...